Losing my car is nothing compared to losing the love, trust and respect of my father. That hurt goes deeper than anything. I always thought that he was my friend and would support me no matter what. I have been proven wrong. Daddy, I will always love you. But you have lost sight of what Love is. I hope you realize it before you die. In time you will see I'm ok with being who I am, being independent of my parents and dependent on God. You don't see that now because you think you've lost me. But you haven't. I will always be your baby girl. Always. I just choose to not live your lifestyle. I choose to follow a different path to God. Don't cut me off or take it personal because I made that decision. The way I look is of vastly less value than the values I carry in my heart. And I carry love, peace, and all the things Jesus came to bring us. When you choose to let go of your religious rules and you open your eyes to the goodness that is in me, you will see that we are actually on the same path. You just can't see that now. I pray someday you will.
Imagine me
Loving what I see when the mirror looks at me cause I
I imagine me
In a place of no insecurities
And I'm finally happy cause
I imagine me
Letting go of all of the ones who hurt me
'Cause they never did deserve me
Can you imagine me?
Saying no to thoughts that try to control me
Remembering all you told me
Lord, can you imagine me?
Over what my mama said
And healed from what my daddy did
And I wanna live and not read that page again
Imagine me, being free, trusting You totally finally I can...
Imagine me
I admit it was hard to see
You being in love with someone like me
But finally I can...
Imagine me
Being strong
And not letting people break me down
You won't get that joy this time around
Can you imagine me?
In a world where nobody has to live afraid
Because of Your love fear's gone away
Can you imagine me?
Letting go of my past
And glad I have another chance
And my heart will dance
'Cause I don't have to read that page again
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