Why?

After you start reading my posts, I am sure you will question why I am being so brutally honest and open about the negative parts of me.  Well, consider this journal a movie.  If you never see the negative drama at the beginning, you never fully appreciate the magically beautiful ending, now do you?   So I'm telling you the negative in that you can appreciate the beauty evolving from the ashes.  I am entering metamorphosis.  I am a catapillar and must enter my cocoon to become the beautiful butterfly God intended me to be from the get-go.  I'm climbing in now.  (I'm a little scared, actually.)